Won't be around forever, girl

I'm officially better at something than Sam Winchester.

2009-12-19T06:59:35Z

My sis!

Lol my dad. He smiles. Sometimes.

It was rainy and windy all day and long procession was looooooooong and my cap was super annoying and kept falling off and eventually gave me an actual headache, haha. But, !!!!!! donesies! Like, for real, serious done! I CAN'T EVEN. I don't think I'm ready for this whole grown-up thing yet. I swear I just graduated high school.

I cannot thank you guys enough for your comments, love, support, well-wishes, etc. these last couple weeks. But I will anyway. THANK YOU. ♥!!!!!

I still hold on to these icons for occasions SUCH AS THESE.

2009-12-14T04:57:30Z

Holiday Love Meme | My thread!

This was going around last year and it gave me warm fuzzies ~~in my pants~~. PUT YOUR NAME IN TOO SO I CAN GIVE YOU LOVE. :DDD

Open house/get together yesterday was GREAT SUCCESS. Not many people showed up but all my really good friends did so that made it worth it by itself. I love them. So much. No one makes me laugh like they do. Also, almost $200 racked up just from those few people coming so, YAY MORE TO COME I HOPE??

Today I drove four hours round trip to Orlando to clean my apartment and say goodbye to adesso. ;_; ILU AND MISS YOU ALREADY. Now alls I gotta do is graduate next Friday and I say GOODBYE FOREVER to the UCF area of Orlando. Unless of course guy-coworker-I-had-a-crush-on invites me to his place and we watch all the extended editions of Lord of the Rings (which, MAY I ADD, he said it would be null and void if we did not watch the extended editions UGH GOD THIS GUY) soooo yeah. "I'll see you," I told him today when I went up to my store to say hi. "Yeah," he said. "I'll be seeing you in my dreams, tee hee!"

And SPEAKING OF LORD OF THE RINGS, THIS. POST. I am DYING you guys, DYING. This was my EVERYTHING, MY LIFE. I spammed the crap out of my twitter (sorreeee!) with stuff like this, WHICH I HAD NEVER SEEN BEFORE WTF WTF. "I'm sorry Peter, I cannot get up these goddamn stairs," is still the funniest EVER. AND THIS. WHAT THE FUCK. HOW WAS THIS NOT PASSED AROUND THE INTERNET. THIS STORY. THAT DOM AND BILLY TOLD ABOUT FILMING THE HAGAN DAAZ THAT WE NEVER GOT TO SEE AND THIS!!!! I swear to God, that would have made my heart completely explode if I had seen that four years ago. And TIG and spontaneous violent love and Billy's chest hair and epic epic epic Howard Shore symphonies and Eowyn the fiercest fucking lady EVER and UGH IF YOU COULD SEE ME NOW, ME VOMITING RAINBOWS. I still love every single thing about Lord of the Rings with every inch of my heart. ♥

And kashmir1 and fresleyforever, thank you so much for my cards! SOCUTE. <3

caithream @ 2009-12-11T17:30:00

2009-12-11T22:30:25Z

I AM 100% DONE FIN FINITO WITH COLLEGE OMFG

NO SAM WINCHESTER I WILL NOT PUT ON SOME PANTS. THIS IS A PANTSLESS CELEBRATION.

I turned in my Last Paper Ever yesterday. Finished an online Spanish test today. DONE. GRADUATING. IN. A WEEK. OHGOD.

95% of everything that was in my apartment is now here, but I'm going back on Sunday to pick up a few odds and ends. I haven't unpacked aaaaanything yet haha. I'm also trying to get ready and cook and stuff for an open house/get together tomorrow so YAY THAT TOO. I hope my relatives send me a lot of grad money, I WANT TO GO TO HONG KONG.

caithream @ 2009-12-09T03:23:00

2009-12-09T08:24:06Z

HEY OK OMG WHY TODAY IS REALLY GOOD:

- SCREW YOU EXAM I THOUGHT WAS GOING TO BE REALLY HARD, I OWNED YOU. 4 and a half written pages in two hours omfg my hand

- a 29 out of 30 on my huge project AHHHH GOD SO HAPPY

- PICKING UP MY CAP AND GOWN OMG OMG

- getting so much love on my very last day of work. Seriously. People actually came in to say so. I got a card and an M&M-filled candy cane, and TWO business cards of people who said if I needed a job, to call. ALL of my regulars were so sincerely heartbroken about me leaving and wished me well so much it made me all teary. The guy who gave me the card was like, "You were one of the first persons I ever really KNEW in Orlando, and I so appreciate that." JUST. GOD.

- just getting back from hanging out with a bunch of coworkers and drinking 239842093 glasses of beer and STILL BEING TIPSY and having one of them tell you that you got them through a rough time and laughing over stupid stuff and watching them get blazed and the words "I love you" and seriously, so good, everything. I don't know what I did for these people, I'm not interesting or cool or a friend who talks about ~*feelings*~, but it was just so so nice to know that I wasn't just there, that I helped, or just made someone smile. That feesl really really nice.

- Tonight is my last night ever ever ever in this room, in this apartment, in Orlando. Everything has hit me all at once and I was so jacked up on adrenaline all day that when I finally settle back home I'm gonna cry. Because I'll be so happy to be back home, because I miss my new friends, because this chapter in my life is done, over. I'm a sentimental freak like that, I cna't help it.

My parents are gonna be here in about six hours so I should go to bed. This is so weird. It's so weird. I can't believe it's all happening.

Mind if I... fuck around in your attic?

2009-12-07T05:59:00Z

Omg. My day was absolutely made when I came back from work and see all the snowflake cookies in my inbox. Thank you everyone so so so much! I rarely ever tell you guys how awesome you are, and how grateful I am to even KNOW you, so really. Thank you. It made me feel awesome. :D <33333

Adam from Mythbusters linked this on his twitter, and I cannot stop watching it and completely losing it every single time. Seriously. TEARS.

WHAT DO YOU SAY WE MAKE APPLEJUICE, AND FAX IT TO EACH OTHER.

Guuuys, I just completed my third to last shift at Starbucks. I really really can't believe it. IT'S ALL HAPPENING SO FAST. I really can't even go into every mixed feeling I'm having, otherwise I'll be writing another novel post. But it's been really really awesome, telling my regulars and them giving me hugs and congratulations and well wishes. Aww gosh.

Okay, self, you are not allowed to get super stressed and have PANIC ATTACKS. Paper will be finished, things will be packed, super difficult written exams will somehow ~~excruciatingly~~ be done, and by Wednesday night I'll be sleeping in my bed at home. Okay. I can do this. I CAN DO THIS.

ETA: Oh oh, and enablelove, I got your card! Thank you so so much! :D <3333

Good freaking Lord this entry is a novel.

2009-12-04T04:42:38Z

SOOOooo I've been awake since 4am and I had one, ONE shot of espresso at 7am this morning and I'm still slightly buzzed. This is why I don't drink caffeine. Let's not even TALK about iced coffee (which has way WAY more caffeine than espresso - fun fact!); I'm sure even if I drank a 12oz size I'd be in the hospital for possible heart attack.

ANYWAY. I kind of want to do this meme-age thing.

You know how sometimes people on your friends list post about stuff going on in their life, and all of a sudden you think "Wait a minute? Since when were they working THERE? Since when were they dating HIM/HER? Since when???" And then you wonder how you could have missed all that seemingly pretty standard information, but somehow you feel too ashamed to ask for clarification because it seems like info you should already know? It happens to all of us sometimes.

Please copy the topics below, erase my answers and put yours in their place, and then post it in your journal! Please elaborate on the questions that would benefit from elaboration. One-Word-Answers seldom help anyone out. (:

FIRST NAME: Sarah! I've always been rather fond of it.

AGE: 22

LOCATION: Ha ha! This is a trick question. The answer is twofold. Currently, right this second, I live in Orlando, Florida, and have been since June of '08. I live six miles away from the University of Central Florida (and a good half hour from Disney, if you're curious), moving over here so I could finish my senior year of college. When I lived at home I went to the University of South Florida, driving two hours a day back and forth to get to class. I was really really REALLY sick of driving, and thought I should have some life experiences before I up and moved out of state for the first time, so that's why I moved over here.

BUT, in 6 days, I am moving back home, to Dunedin, which is a smaller area right next to Clearwater, which is right on the coastline, directly west of Tampa. Before I moved over here I lived there all the 21 years of my life. It's... home, in the sense that I know where everything is and a lot of people there, but it's definitely not my favorite place. But I don't hate it! Idk. I just kinda wish I grew up somewhere else, sometimes.

OCCUPATION: ALSO A TRICK QUESTION! Again, currently, I'm a barista at Starbucks and have been since September '06. It's honestly a love-hate thing. I hate my pay and I hate some customers, but MAN, there is nothing more satisfying than being on bar, 10 drinks set before you, a line to the door, and being able to quickly and steadily whip out beverages to your morning regulars. I guess it just feels nice to be good at your job, you know? That's what I'm going to miss. That and my awesome morning regulars. But, again, my last day of working at Starbucks is in 5 days. Sad! But yay!

PARTNER: Never have I ever. Baww.

KIDS: Ummm. Does my cat count?

BROTHERS/SISTERS: Only one younger sister, Erin, who just turned 19 not too long ago. Sad to say, we've actually got along a lot better when I moved away. We are two very different people with pretty different interests. I still love her to bits and pieces, though, obviously. She just started college, originally wanting to go into nursing/ob/gyn, but now is thinking about counseling. I'd be extremely proud of her if she did either.

PETS: MY BB PERCY. You will never meet a more lovable, sweet, soft, fluffy, cuter than ANYTHING EVER kind of cat. Also, he's fat. Also also, I will have to say goodbye to him when I move back home. :((((

3-5 THINGS GOING ON IN MY LIFE:

1. Preparing to move home
2. Getting everything in order to graduate college on the 18th
3. Thinking about traveling to places every single day of my life
4. Supernatural and every single thing related to it times eleventy billion. Seriously. Like, no. Seriously.
5. Job hunting. Bleeehhh.

PARENTS: My parents are the awesomest awesomes that ever awesomed. We have a great relationship, which I could never be more thankful for. It's one of the main reasons it made it so hard to move away.

My dad is so amazing. He built our house, like, built it, from the ground up, can do drywall, tiling, plumbing, electrical work, woodworking (3 out of 4 pieces of furniture in my room are built by him), and basically any kind of home repair imaginable. He worked as an electrician for the City for 30 years and retired about two years ago. He then got a job as an electrician with the County, but was laid off 2 months ago, but that's okay. He hated that job anyway. He's fallen off ladders on numerous occasions, had one major back surgery (which included a spinal tap) and one minor one, and a knee surgery. Despite all this, he is a major softie and yeah, I'm a Daddy's girl.

My mom is the strongest, most beautiful, most generous person I know. She's been working for Verizon (previously GTE) for almost 30 years now. At the end of '03 (my sophomore year of high school) my mom was diagnosed with breast cancer. She went through rigorous chemo and radiation into '04 and that was just... such a weird, weird time for all of us. I mean, my mom, you know, invincible mom was really sick there for a while. Looking back it seems so surreal. But she beat it, and hit her five year remission not too long ago. YAY I love my mom. God I can't wait to eat her cooking again.

CLOSE FRIENDS:

WELL, I went to a private school pretty much my entire life. My graduating class? 13 people total. We all grew up together and still remain really good friends. But other than that?

adesso and distantechoes, my now-roommate and former roommate. Aka, the inspiration to move to Orlando! I don't think I can even count how many times we laughed ourselves sick over internet shenanigans together. The day Breaking Dawn was released? Holy shit. That was a beautiful day. They are both so awesome and supportive and HILARIOUS and beautiful people. ILU GUYS. ;_;

I hate idril_telrunya. LOL JK JK. We met waaaay back in the LotR fandom (I was 15 and all young and naive and AWW), and when we got her into Supernatural our relationship ~*bloomed*~. Now we talk to each other on the phone at least 3 times a week, 1-2 hours at a time. I'm moving out west to be with her in a couple months!! She is the big sister I never had and makes me laugh so so so damn hard and nothing makes me happier than to think of the roadtrips we've taken and YAY CHRISSY ILU!!

I also have a deep love for flusteredspeech and spazzbot, my other two roadtrip buddies. Put all of us in a room together and the result is pure ridiculousness. I MISS YOU GUYYYYS. And whispered_theme, who I hope to meet VERY SOON, 'cause I love her to utter bits and pieces. And falterfrei and magikalrhiannon and stargazertook for being awesome awesome ladies. Seriously, you guys are all why I wish we lived in a big fangirl commune. Life would be immensely more awesome. ♥

So, um, uh, yeah. Lol if you actually read all that and cared!

SO, my roommate, the boy, has finally finished watching every episode of SPN to date. I was really so curious to hear a boy vs girl reaction to this show. He is super super in to the storyline, saying he never gave a crap about angels and demons before, but we spent a good 20 minutes looking up angels on Wikipedia together, haha. He thinks Castiel is a badass. He likes the myth-arc related episodes a lot more. I asked him if he teared up just a LITTLE during 5.10 and he was like, "Um... no? I mean, it was sad, but...." YEAH, WHATEVS. He sent me texts sometimes like, "Oh God razors out of his mouth whyyy" (Halloween episode last season), and "Everytime I pass Dean Rd I think of spn... see what you've done!" Two nights ago he said he watch the last half of season 4 all in one night, and it was like, 5:30 in the morning and he finished Lucifer Rising and was like, "...fffuuuucckk," and HAD to download 5.01 right away, haha! So yes. Boys and Supernatural. There you have it.

caithream @ 2009-11-30T16:03:00

2009-11-30T21:03:02Z

So, yes! I'm back. Been back since Saturday but have been busy. Vacation was so so so lovely and very needed. I love the north Geogia/North Carolina area more than anywhere else in the world (so far), and moving there and permanently settling there eventually is definitely my goal.

ANYWHO, here I come to bore you to death with pictures of mountains and trees and STUFF.

One of the many views from our cabin.

Sneaky sister taking a sneaky picture is sneaky!

The front.

Very much noted.

And then the sun came out and I was all alsdkjfals;d!!

Ridiculously steep hill to more cabins.

Lololol at one of the places where we went hiking we had to "forge" the Hiawassee River. Good thing our ox didn't die and our wagon didn't get swept away by the rapids.

Early morning picture of fog sunken in the valley.

A super intense game of Settlers: Cities and Knights. Good thing it wasn't Dutch Blitz. It would have been an all out war. (And if you've ever played either, especially the latter, you are awesome.)

OMG DRIVING AND ROCK WALLS AND STUFF.

Ugh ugh ugh ughagl;kd;alhaowiejas;dfaskl.

I think this is I-64 north. Windy, steep, hairpin-turn road through the mountains to get to North Carolina.

Huuuge gorge just off the side of the road.

In Cashiers, North Carolina, a small, touristy, cutesy, health-conscious spit of a town.

CHRISTMAS TREES.

UGHAGH;LAIADJDFLASDLAKSDJF.

OMFG A PIGGLY WIGGLY.

Sunrise, the morning we were leaving.

The hike to Raven Cliff Falls.

Haha I love this pic. My cousins trying to figure out what the heck made such weird claw marks in the tree.

Me, my sister, and my cousin.

John Wayne likes Christmas. And tight pants.

This is at, umm... High Shoals Falls, I think. When we finally hiked down to the bottom, the sun was in just the right position at the top of the falls, and the water droplets in the air made for a really cool effect.

Another waterfall in the same area.

Holy good Lord I loved the trees and forest floor and sun here.

So so so so pretty. IT'S WHERE I BELONG, DAMMIT. ;_;

ALSO ALSO like, an hour ago, Percy was on my desk and suddenly JERKED UP like a dog on point AND THIS IS WHAT HE WAS STARING AT OMG:

N'AWWWW

HAHAHAAHAHA STARING CONTEST

SO PRESH OMG.

SO SO, last night I went out drinking with some coworkers and a few other people. Two Yuenglings down and I was asking people for things to drink to so I could quickly finish my third. Anthony Bourdain, Ewan McGregor, corn chips, you know. So I'm finally on my last sip, and I asked for a really good one. The guy who I sort-of-kind-of have a crush on goes, "How about to the finest weed in the Southfarthing?" Cue me going all high-pitched and demanding I clink glasses with him. Heeeeeee.

caithream @ 2009-11-22T22:10:00

2009-11-23T03:10:49Z

I'M HOME! But not for long - in a couple hours we'll be setting out to drive up to Blairsville, Georgia, where we'll be staying at a swanky cabin in the mountains thanks to my aunt and uncle who "know people." Holy crap am I excited. HIKING WILL HAPPEN. AND ACTUAL COLD WEATHER. But no internets, which is somewhat distressing, but as I said before hopefully my sister and I will be able to go into town and find a nice little coffee shop or something. There will be many pictures when I get back, 'cause I'm a crazy. But for now, a shower and a couple hours of sleeps. K BYE. <3

caithream @ 2009-11-20T19:31:00

2009-11-21T00:32:04Z

Let me tell you how much I love this. BECAUSE I LOVE THIS.

HAHA AWW I didn't notice Sam's sad little face in the final picture! Of course, all I could think of (and everyone else, it seems) was Order of the Phoenix and photos of everyone who had DIED, oh God. I really really really REALLY wish Bobby hadn't thrown it into the fire at the end, but a couple people said that was symbolizing the "hunter" burial (salted and burned) they couldn't give them.

I still haven't rewatched it. For one, I seriously ran out of tissues in my box, ahaha, and two, I'm really going to have to prepare myself beforehand. (Though I'd seriously download it right now just to watch every scene with Castiel because alkgjsdal;dfkaj; he truly and honestly makes me have HEARTS FOR EYES.)

Also, Samantha Ferris's blog. That really REALLY choked me up. Especially the "kick it in the ass" mention. You are one badass lady, Sam, and I'm going to miss you. ♥

I got so much done today YAY. Finished my creative project, dropped it off on campus, took my Shakespeare test and did the discussion post, AND got a haircut. It looks awesome and little shorter and I love it. Getting a haircut is such an ego boost, hee, because it NEVER fails, whoever's doing my hair will always be like, "Your hair is gorgeous! WAIT, THIS BLONDE IS NATURAL?? ALKDSJFALSDJLAS" and seriously will go on and on about it, heeee. Yay for little ego boosts!

Okay. Tonight, start my paper, tomorrow work 8:30 to 4, finish paper tomorrow night, open at work on Sunday, pack clothes AND some of the stuff I'm going to start moving home somewhere all in this, and be home by dinnertime on Sunday afternoon. And then, GEORGIA. YES? YES.

(Also also for those who don't follow me on twitter, my boy roommate finally asked to borrow SPN season 1 from me on Wednesday. Today he finished Dead Man's Blood and hasn't seen the final two yet. I told him he'd better get a change of pants ready. Maybe I'll just withhold Season 2 from him until I get back just for funsies. >:D)

caithream @ 2009-11-19T23:33:00

2009-11-20T04:33:44Z

I'm seriously so torn between capslocking and keymashing my way into the next century and letting my ~feelings~ get in the way, but holy fuck, you guys. I cried. So so so hard. Oh my God. Just. I think the last time I cried that hard during an episode was the season 3 finale. Idk if it's 'cause I'm so tired but I'm getting myself all worked up again.

Seriously. Jo. Like. Fuck, you guys. This isn't even about opinions to (way) previous episodes about her, this is her as a badass, classy fucking chick who was epically brave until the end. Jesus. And Ellen, fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. Those scenes were so touching, oh God I can't even. All I could think of was how much I suddenly wanted my mom and how homesick I was. When Ellen looked and saw that Jo had finally passed. God I can't stop crying. I can't stop.

But the thing? The thing that got me the most? "Kick it in the ass." Jesus Christ, I don't even know these people, and, seriously, if that wasn't a homage to Kim Manners, I don't know what would be. My heart. Seriously, I have no words.

I am deeply upset about Ellen's death mostly because she was, in a sense, another motherly figure for the boys, and now that's been ripped away too. Ellen, you badass, amazing lady.

And the scene with Dean and Jo, right before they leave... broke my heart. So hard. The kiss on the head, just. I love that he GENUINELY liked her, but respected her to not be a complete asshole. Ugh I seriously can't think on this anymore, I am way too tired and way too sad.

Okay. OKAY. I think. I have gotten all the tears out of my system. For now. So, of course, CAPSLOCK. EVERYTHING ELSE??? AMAZING AFLDKJA;LDKJA;LDJA;LJ!!!!!!!!! SHALL WE?

CROWLEEEEEEEEEEY!!!!!! ILU LIKE DEAN LOVES PIE. The kissing! Of the other dude! AND CASTIEL BEING A CREEPER IN THE BACKGROUND TEE HEE.

CROWLEY IS SUCH A BAMF. Oh, I guess you need ammunition! How about you DON'T MISS, OKAY MORONS?? AHAHAHHAHAHAHSHF;DAKSD F;ALSJ AND THEIR LITTLE FACES AHAHAHAHHA FOREEEEEEVER.

CASTIEL AND ELLEN DRINKING CONTEST. MY LIFE. HAS. BEEN. MADE. AOEWRIHAPWOEHAO;EAHFEOWJIAOE;W OH MY GOD YOU GUYS I JUST, I LOVE CASTIEL SO MUCH. I REALLY REALLY DO. "I think I'm starting to feel something." FJAF;LSDJFFFFFFFFFFFFFF. LOLOLOL AS SOMEONE COMMENTED, "IT'S LEGOLAS!CAS." AHAHAHHAHA I'M DYING.

"Since when have we done anything smart?" Boys. I love you. Please keep being morons and doing stupid things. BECAUSE I LOVE YOU.

HAHAHAHAH JO'S BAIT AND SWITCH. So excellent. THINK WITH YOUR HEAD, NOT WITH YOUR PEEN, DEAN. (Lol, peen Dean.)

Oh my GOD THE GROUP PHOTO OH MY GODDDDDDD. MY HEART GREW THREE THOUSAND SIZES. And Castiel the buzzkill, hahah OH MAN.

"Hey, have you ever heard of a door handle?" "Yes, I have." AHAHAHHS;DFALSDA. SO PRESH. <3 And homg all the Reapers! So freaky! I was like, OMG IS TESSA THERE. And Castiel being all badass teleporting everywhere I LOVE IIIIIT.

Omfg the hellhounds. DEAN YOU POOR BB. But then. With Jo. And. We've already had this conversation and I really can't do it again.

Oh man the Dean and Bobby conversation holy crap Dean's gotta be all LEADER-Y and Bobby is like their DAD and THIS SHOW, I SERIOUSLY CAN'T TAKE IT.

HOLY SHIT THE GRAVEYARD SCENE. LIKE. ALL OF IT. Dean shooting Lucifer right in the head!!! AND THEN HE FUCKING SAID, "OW." I KNEW IT I KNEW THE STUPID COLT WOULDN'T DO IT AUGH CROWLEY DID YOU NOT KNOW OR WERE YOU JUST JERKING THE WINCHESTERS AROUNDDDDD GODDDDD.

Seriously, Mark Whosiwhatsface? Awesome. So so so so awesome.

WAIT SO.

Only another angel can kill another angel RIGHT?? So obvs, that leaves MICHAEL killing Lucifer (aka, Dean killing Sam, wee!) or, OR. FUCKING CASTIEL. FUCKING. KILLING LUCIFER. OH MAAAAAAAN. CANNOT BRAIN FOR THE AWESOME AND HORRIFICNESS. :D D: :D D:

HOLY SHIT SAM YOU AND YOUR TEARS AND YOUR, YOUR. VEHEMENCE. IT WAS BEAUTIFUL AND I MAY HAVE SOBBED SOME MORE.

AND CASTIEL IS A BAMF FOR THROWING MEG ON THE FIRE. HAHAH OH MAN.

I'M SO CONFUSED ABOUT THE ENDING? WHAT? BUH? Did the commercials, like, go over airtime? How did they get back to Bobby's? What happened with Death? Did Cas zap them back? HAHA DID I MISS THAT?? But bawwww at the picture burning. WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT, BOBBY. I'd save it as a memento 'cause I'm stupidly sentimental like that. :( (Plus it was such a cute picture omg. :(((()

And, so, okay, wait, we were FIRST told Jan 7th, THEN it got moved to the 14th, AND NOW IT'S BACK ON THE 21ST??? I HATE YOU, CW. (The the promo looks kind of awesome omg.)

Ugh I seriously cannot deal or think upon this episode any more. I've been up since 4am with no nap and about 4 hours of sleep last night. Emotional drainage, ugh. FALSE. THIS IS NOT JUST A TELEVISION SHOW.

caithream @ 2009-11-17T21:04:00

2009-11-18T02:04:27Z

Pretty much I am putting out the open invitation for visiting/staying with me if any of y'all want to go see the new Harry Potter world at Islands of Adventure that opens this coming spring. I MEAN, JUST LOOK AT THAT GALLERY. HOLY CRAP. Hogsmeade! The Three Broomsticks!! They're actually going to sell butterbeer and pumpkin juice! OLLIVANDERS!! CAN WE GET OUR OWN WAND? AND EVEN THE HOGWARTS CASTLE. They're revamping the Dueling Dragons rollercoaster (which is alsdkfjas;lj so fast and AWESOME) to match the Tri-Wizard Tournament. I haven't been excited about Harry Potter in a while, but THIS!!! ALKDFJASLJ I AM SO EXCITED FOR THIS.

(Also we can totally go visit the actual dolphin named Jensen at Sea World I'M JUST SAYING OK.)

And speaking of Jensen, I loved it so much I had to make it my background. EPIC SIGH.

caithream @ 2009-11-17T13:29:00

2009-11-17T18:30:17Z

Skipping my first class, mostly because I accidentally woke up an noon and because I have a headache as big as Jared's ~~manboobs~~ pecs. Which is to say, rather large.

A list of things I am really, REALLY REALLY looking forward to:

- In 5 days (Nov. 22-28) I'll be leaving for a week to drive up to north GEORGIA with my family to a swanky cabin!! COLD WEATHER AND MOUNTAINS AND HIKING. The only downside is there is no internet there! NOOOES. Me and my sister shared a look and said, We'll be going into town to find internets, then. But still, AUGH SO EXCITED.

- In 22 days (Dec 9) I will be leaving this freaking apartment and Orlando and Starbucks and my undergraduate studies FOR GOOD. There will be crying from joy. I'm serious. My dad is coming over to help me move all my stuff the day after my last exam and last day of work.

- In 31 days (Dec 18) I am officially graduating college. I got my commencement guide by email a few days ago and I got REALLY SUPER NERVOUS all of a sudden! Idk! Walking across a stage! In front of thousands of people! WAT.

- I honestly don't care too much about Christmas gifts this year, because being able to move back home is seriously the greatest gift ever. (I KNOW, CHEESY.) Buuuut I'm still asking for these or these because SEXAAYYYY.

- And in 7 to 8 months? I am driving from Tampa, Florida to Salt Lake City, Utah to move in with my bestest BFF idril_telrunya. ASLDKFJALSJ!! I kill myself just thinking about the shenanigans. BECAUSE THERE WILL BE SHENANIGANS.

SIGH. That should get me through the week. That and rewatching the Chicago Con vids. I STILL CAN'T GET OVER THE LAUGHING TOGETHER THING HAHAHAS;DLKS. UGH BOYS. ♥

ETA: Ooh, me likey!

the happy-making meme.

make me happy!

caithream @ 2009-11-15T16:03:00

2009-11-15T21:03:40Z

This is my happy place.

Well, yes, because there are BOYS and because the panel questions were SCREENED, THANK GOD, and apparently everyone was really well-behaved and cute and fun and etc!!

But mostly because of the Starbucks drink. Because now I can sit here pondering about what he orders. Because I'm a stalker like that. (But I'd never fantasize about him coming into MY Starbucks or anything, and making him a drink. That would be RIDICULOUS LOL. You know me, I am never ridiculous.)

And, omg, twitter

@themoonay Heh, they're kinda like milkshakes that ANNOYING to make and a pain in the ass when you can't make a big order of them at once.

@caithream @karmicunderpath So after being torn to shreds by the Hellhounds, Dean finds himself in a mall, making countless frappuchios?

@themoonay YES. HOLY SHIT, YES. THAT'S. SO ACCURATE I WANT TO CRY.

@caithream I bet you Alistair orders the same type in all different sizes, STAT, on the hour every hour.

@themoonay HAHAHAHHASHDKLS I JUST LAUGHED SO HARD IT HURTS. @themoonay And then he comes back in with an almost empty drink saying, THIS DOESN'T TASTE RIGHT, MAKE IT AGAIN. CHARGE ME AND I'LL CUTCHOO

@caithream @themoonay ahaha TRUTHS. Then he comes back & orders 6 more fraps in diff sizes, 5 w/ cream but 1 with coffee just to be an ass.

AHAHAHA;LSDKFASLjfas.

There is also this, which, shut up, I cannot even. ALSDKFJAS;LDASKJA;F.

Okay, getting ready for work! Where I won't think about ridiculous things! STALKERY AND RIDICULOUS, OKAY.

ETA: ALSO, me and karmicunderpath would just like everyone to know that the abbreviation that we write on the cup for Caramel Apple Spice is "CAS." And it delights me every time.

Howdy partner.

2009-11-13T03:59:27Z

HAHAHAH OKAY OKAY, it actually. Wasn't that bad. :D

SEE, I was expecting CreationCon!episode not ComicCon!episode. BOBBY and Azazel and the clown and the Hookman and ASH! HAHAHA OH MAN.

LOLOLOL HOMOEROTIC SUBTEXT PANEL AHHHH DYING, NO, NO REALLY, DYING.

DID YOU SEE THAT ONE COSPLAY DEAN. HOLY CRAP HE WAS HOT. MUST GET SCREENSHOT (AND FIND OUT WHY HE CAN'T BE MY BOYFRIEND.)

CHUUUUUUUCK ILU FOREVER FOREVER FOREVER FOREVER.

AHAHASLDKFSA that German nit-picker fanboy. HAHAHAH OH MAN.

YELLOW-EYED COOLERS. THOSE DRINKS WE HAD AT WINCON. AHAHAHAHHA;LFKASFH;LDKSJDSF FOR FUCKING EVER.

The batman voice. THE BATMAN VOICE. OH MY GOD LAUGHING FOREVER. HOW. KRIPKE. HOW DO YOU KNOW THESE THINGS AND MOCK THEM SO? Does he really watch episodes and go, HMM! THAT SOUNDS LIKE CHRISTIAN BALE LOL or is he STALKING US ALL ON LJ. I'm thinking the latter.

The LARPing. Omg om gomgomga;lskdjgal;j facePAAAAALM. But so good at the same time. SO GOOD. HAHAHA ALL OF THEM IN THE FBI SUITS.

The fake EMF meter was the best thing I've ever seen.

BUT WE GET THE SIZZLER GIFT CARD. HAHAHHAHALSDKSAJD.

Omg omg omg DEEEEEEAAAN and his yelling at the fake!Dean and fake!Sam! Their life is a river of crap! No one wants to wake up every morning and be them! THE SAM AND DEAN STORY SUCKS. ;_;

Uhghaglka;dsj CREEPY CHILDREN. DNW. And scalping ew ew ew ew EW. EW, KRIPKE.

LOL the Hookman German guy gets killed after mouthing off to the "creator" Chuck. COINCIDENCE? I THINK NOT (says Eric Kripke).

"Just give them the puppy dog thing." TEE HEEEEEEEEEE.

Dean can call me sweetheart any day of the week. Unggghfff. *Takes off pants*

LOLOLOL AT THE PHONE RINGING AND THE RINGTONE. HAHAH OH MAN. Uhghghgh SO CREEPY, those kids, omg I would've peed my pants. You go gurl (even though you left your phone in your LARP outfit. :((()

OMGO MGOMGOAGJGLKJ THE NOISE IT MAKES WHEN CHUCK GOES TO SWIPE THE GHOST TO SAVE THE HOTEL MANAGER AHAHHL;KSDGAODSJ I WAS DYING AND BECKY'S FACE!!!! HAHAHAHAH OMFG I LOVE IT SO MUCH.

OIJFQ[0Jp[0eu9fj'Q[3-9RJAW'Pkfje-woidpajfi I CAN'T EVEN YOU GUYS I CAN'T EVEN, DAMIEN AND BARNES HOOKED UP OVER THE INTERNET AND AGHAPOI4AJEOIAJW THEY WENT THERE THEY ACTUALLY WENT THERE AHAHAHAHHAHAHHALSDA;FSFDK I HAVE NOTHING. NOTHIIIIING. KRIPKE. YOU. J80jo3tq2j3oaijekoaij. HAHAH YOU GUYS. I CAN'T EVEN.

AND UGHHHHHHALSKDJF;ALSD BECKY BREAKING UP WITH SAM. OMG FUCK IT I LOVED THIS EPISODE. THAT WAS SO AMAZING. OH CHUCK. ILU SO MUCH. CHUCK/BECKY IS ADORABLE. HAHAAHAHHSLDASDKJ OMG YOU GUYS OUR SHOW. MY ROOMMATE WAS LIKE, "...this is delicious crack and I don't understand what's going on but omfg it's kind of amazing." YES. YEP.

"Not really, we have guns and we'll find you." AHAHAHHAHADSLKFAS;DJ <333333

Omggggg Becky telling Sam about the Colt! SO MUCH WIN FOREVER AND EVER. THAT'S WHAT YOU GET FOR NOT GETTING INTO THE FRANCHISE, WINCHESTERS. HAHAHA.

CROWLEY. SHUT UP. SHUT. THE. FUCK. UP. I DON'T EVEN CARE THAT KRIPKE IS DELIBERATELY TAKING FROM GOOD OMENS AT THIS POINT, I LOVE IT SO MUCH. Unless, so, wait, I'm not up on my demon mythology, is Crowley NOT just fictional from Good Omens? Like, is he listed elsewhere? STILL. UG;LAKSDJ;ALSDKJ. I'M KIND OF EXCITED ~~IN MY PANTS~~.

IT'S NOT JUMPING THE SHARK IF YOU NEVER COME BACK DOWN

A+, forever and ever.

HAHAHAHAHHA OH SHIT APPARENTLY DAMIEN AND BARNES ARE THE NAMES OF THE MODS AT TWOP. AHAHHAHAALSKDFJ SL;DKFA OMG ALSDFOASID

Oh shiiiit, the preview: DEAN KISSING JO WHAAAAAAT. I APPROVE. :D BUT THE NOT SO GOOD NEWS ATTACHED TO THIS EPISODE THAT I KNOW ONLY VERY SCANT INFORMATION ABOUT; TWO PEOPLE. I do not fucking approve. DDDDDD:

caithream @ 2009-11-12T18:13:00

2009-11-12T23:15:09Z

So like.

*Hands*

I have a really really really really REALLY REALLY bad secondhand embarrassment squick. So I'm like. Going into this episode pretty nervous. When I saw the promo from last week I felt a LITTLE better 'cause hey! It was dudes all dressed up like Sam and Dean which is pretty lolarious. But apparently the actual clips of the episode that were released had Becky and other stuff and ughhh I don't knooooow.

For me, it's not at ALL about being butthurt because Kripke et al is "making fun" (or whatever) of fangirls/(boys?) with the Wincest, blah blah, because none of that pertains to me anyway, you know? Plus I think getting butthurt at SPN is all around funny, so. For me, it's the fact that even when I'm AT Cons, I want to shrink in my chair and hide my face and whimper a little bit because some fangirls are RUDE and RIDICULOUS and make me hate my life. The fact that the writers are taking those things and maybe using them on the SHOW?? Make me want to dig myself a deep hole and throw myself into it. Al;kjfsldjal;s. I really kind of do not want.

Though, hey, maybe I'll be proven wrong. Maybe they won't show fangirls/boys with utterly ridiculous, invasive, embarrassing questions or stories. Maybe fangirls will be the ones to "save the day" from the MotW. I absolutely hate putting judgments on episodes beforehand, so I'm trying not to now, but still. I'll be hiding behind my pillow a good 70% of the time, I'm sure. :\

Also, while I'm being all srs business, I need to talk about the Chicago Con for a sec. So obviously with Jensen's engagement and Jared's supposed engagement (pardon while I lol), pretty much this Con is probably going to be the Perfect Storm for Cray Cray's. Dear flist, let me be so abrasive as to ask you to please please please PLEASE do these two things for me:

1) Wait for conformation. Since we aren't there, we are relying on LJ posts and tweets to get all the info we can. But the last few Cons there were some issues between opinion and truth, and rumors being spread. Especially now with something so instantaneous as Twitter, people can post whatever they want and have that tweet spread far and wide within minutes. So probably the best idea? Wait for a mass confirmation and/or follow a good friend/someone you know who is reliable. Otherwise, you know, shit gets spread like a VD. THREE CHEERS FOR NOT BEING IN HIGH SCHOOL ANYMORE, RITE?? and that brings me to...

2) For the love of God, if any ~DRAMA~ DOES go down? I do not want to know about it. At all. I'm serious. Please please please put it behind a cut. I really want to feel that ignorance is bliss for me, if something does happen. So. Yeah. THANKS.

Umm. With all that said and done, OMG TODAY. GUYS, IT'S 58 DEGREES OUT RIGHT NOW. DO YOU UNDERSTAND HOW HAPPY THIS MAKES ME? NO, YOU DON'T BECAUSE YOU DON'T LIVE IN FLORIDA. It was beautiful today, ugh ugh ugh, I LOVED IT. MORE OF THAT, PLEASE.

caithream @ 2009-11-09T23:38:00

2009-11-10T04:55:58Z

I come back from work to find this utter gloriousness.

Not the fact that Jensen and Danneel are engaged (which, EEEE AAAAAH I flailed about massively last night!!), but that there were 62 pages, over 5000 comments on that said post. AN EPIC PARTY POST. Guys, it made my day. Plus I gleaned some pretty sweet treasures. Exhibit A, wat. And this one is for memphis86, regala_electra, ignited, and loony_moony. And this, I can't even make words, just tell you click with supreme fucking caution.

In any case,

you go boy.

We pulled it out of Sam's ass.

2009-11-06T03:57:13Z

I LOVE EVERYTHING EVER.

HOLY SHIT. WHAT. ON MY TEE VEE. I LAUGHED SO DAMN HARD I GAVE MYSELF A HEADACHE. HOLY FUCK A;LKGJA;OEWJAW;ELAJWG4A32JO4IJA;SLDKJP23-J ;lkfjapo;jw3akpodJ;OFJEoef; I WANT TO WATCH THIS EPISODE EVERY SINGLE DAY OF MY LIFE

OH MY GOD THE BEGINNING I CAN'T EVEN I CAN'T EVEN AAHAHAHAHHAHA WITH THE SITCOM AND THE EXAGGERATED EXPRESSIONS AND THE STUPID LINES AND IT BASICALLY BEING FULL HOUSE lakjf;laweoaiejf;alkjflw OH MY GOD THE FUCKING INTRO SHUT UP SHUT UP WITH EVERYTHING I CAN'T EVEN THINK ABOUT IT, I'LL BREAK SOMETHING. SERIOUSLY HOW. HOW SO AMAZING.

LOL THE HULK. BANA OR NORTON. OH DEAN.

FACEBOOK FRIENDS WITH THE TRICKSTER!! LOL DO WANT!

AHHHHHAH;LFKDAFS;LJA;E GREY'S ANATOMY WITH THE MUSIC AND DEAN AND SAM LOOKING SO FREAKING HOT IN THE OUTFITS HOLY CRAAAAP. SRSLY? SRSLY! SRSLY. YOU BRILLIANT COWARD. OMG DEAN HAVING A BONER OVER BEING IN THE SHOW AHAHAHAHA. DENNY AHAHAHAHAH!!! DEAN = FANGIRL. OH DEAN OH DEAAAAAN!!

A FIFTH OF WHISKEY, STAT. FUCK, SHOW, ILU SO MUCH IT SCARES ME.

THE JAPANESE GAMESHOW. I GOT NOTHING. I CAN'T EVEN. THE REPLAY. IN SLOW MO. HOLY SHIT, I LOST IT. DEAN SPEAKING JAPANESE. I CAN'T EVEN I CAN'T EVEN.

I have genital herpes.

OH MY GOD I'M CRYING. JARED. YOU. YOU ARE AMAZING. THAT WAS AMAZING.

"SON OF A BITCH!" ;ALTHA4;OIJAWPEOIJEAWOPIJGR[OLKJGSO;

TRICKSTER CALLING DEAN A DICK = KIND OF AMAZING. SHIT GOT REAL.

AND FREAKING CSI MIAMI SHUT UP SHUT UUUUP THEY DID THE MUSIC CUE AND I NEED TO REWATCH ALL THE LINES THEY SAID 'CAUSE I WAS TOO BUSY LAUGHING MY STUPID FACE OFF DEAN HATES PROCEDURAL COP SHOWS AND FFFFUUUUCK BOYS WERE HOT SERIOUSLY AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING

I WAS SRSLY UPSET WHEN THEY "KILLED" THE TRICKSTER. BUT THEY DIDN'T SO YAAAAY!

SAM. WAS FUCKING. KITT. I CAN'T EVEN MAKE WORDS TO HOW MUCH I LOVED THIS. SERIOUSLY. YOU THINK I'M JUST BEING RIDICULOUS AGAIN, BUT I'M NOT. SAM. KNIGHT RIDER. THE LIGHT ON THE IMPALA. THE WOO WOO NOISE. SHUT. THE FUCK. UP.

OMG TWISTINESS!!!!! GABRIEL!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! I WAS WONDERING IF GABRIEL WAS GOING TO SHOW UP! OMG OMG OMG OMG. UH-MAAAAAY-ZIIIING. WITH. EVERYTHING. WITH HIM CONVINCING THEM OF THEIR ROLES TO PLAY AND YOU GUYS WERE MEANT FOR THIS ROLE, TWO BROTHERS WHO LOVED AND BETRAYED EACH OTHER AND DESTINY AND ONE BROTHER HAS TO KILL THE OTHER, OH MY GOD OH MY GOD, AND DEAN, DEAN BEING SO FUCKING AWESOME AND MAKING ME ROLE AROUND ON THE FLOOR WITH HIS BADASSERY AND TELLING GABE/TRICKSTER TO SHOVE IT AND DEAL WITH ALL OF THIS CRAZY. I CAME, GUYS. AND THEN CRIED.

And see, THE FUCKING THING WITH KRIPKE?? Is that if he spells it out beforehand that it's gonna end bloody? IT'S GONNA END FUCKING BLOODY. So. WE'RE FUCKED. I mean, I already knew there wasn't gonna be a happy ending, but yeah. There's REALLY REALLY REALLY not gonna be a happy ending.

And the sudden drop-off ending, FFFFFUUUU-

HERE, I THINK THESE ARE NECESSARY:

NOW SOMEONE HOLD ME.

SERIOUSLY DON'T GO IN THERE UNLESS YOU'RE READY TO HAVE A SEIZURE. GOD I NEED LIKE, TWO CARTONS OF CIGARETTES.

caithream @ 2009-10-31T19:24:00

2009-10-31T23:28:45Z

WITH COSTUMES!!! :DDDDD

PERCY IS SO FAT OH GODDDD

AHAHAHAHSLDKASDJ THE HATE

This one is my favorite 'cause he was in the middle of just... falling down sideways.

Oh God I hate you guys.

HAHAH OMG PERCY, OH PRESH. (He really really hated it.)

And Virgil has this adorable shirt!

D'aww.

No trick or treaters but thaaaat's okay 'cause we're going over to my old roommate's place to watch Hocus Pocus and stuff our faces with candy!! AND it's Daylight Savings tonight so even through I have to get up at 5:30 for work, I get an extra hour. Win all around.

I hope Jensen dresses like my icon today.

2009-10-31T16:42:56Z

(HAHAHkfk;lafjeowjaw;flke omfg I can't even)

Man, I wish I was dressing up and going out to a party again tonight even though I went to one: last week and: last night, but still. Oh well. Gotta be up at 5:30 tomorrow anyway.

I FINALLY FOUND A COPY OF THE NEW FLIGHT OF THE CONCHORDS CD. And of course, I pass it on to you.

Flight of the Conchords - I Told You I Was Freaky

Seriously, download. I love so much "Too Many Dicks [on the Dance Floor]" (Make sure you know, before you go / The dance floor bro hoe ratio), "Angels" (There are angels in the clouds, doin' it), and "Sugalumps" (All these bitches checkin' out my britches / Put 'em in a trance when I wear track pants). ♥

And since it's Halloween, some Halloween-y type music too, I guess:

Christopher Lennertz - I am the Douchebag Played in the SPN S4 gag reel, and it's DARK and BROODING and PERFECT for those people named Criss Angel and AWESOME.

Alan Parsons Project - The Raven 70's rock AND Edgar Allen Poe? So so so good. I have listened to this song obsessively since I was, no lie, about four years old. On a record player, no less. :D

Sigur Ros - Sigur Ros The whole album of Von is creepy, gloomy, atmospheric, and pretty much downright weird. But in a good way. This song sounds like it could be played through a haunted house, or something.

Okay. Finish paper today so I can go have Sunday dinner tomorrow with my aunt and uncle. Sounds like a plan.

caithream @ 2009-10-29T22:50:00

2009-10-30T02:52:53Z

SO GOOD SO GOOD SO GOOD SOOOO GOOOOOOD. Ughhh I don't know how this stupid show has made me exponentially LOVE IT MORE EACH AND EVERY WEEK, but. <333333

CRYIN' INTO MY HAAGEN DAZ, IDGIT. BOBBY YOU ARE THE LIGHT OF MY LIFE.

Omggg the old guy who was young? GETTIN' HIS THREESOME ON?? HOT. REALLY HOT. UNF. LOLOLOL FOREVER AT DEAN CHECKING UNDER THE COVERS. That is TOTALLY Dean's kind of place, too, BUSTY ASIAN BEAUTIES.

LOL OH MAN the extra bacon and etc and then later, with the witch telling them that Dean should have watched what he ate, bad heart. BAWW DEAN, HAHAHAH.

SUPERNATURAL BROUGHT TO YOU BY: THE TWILIGHT SERIES HAHAHHA;HASDLF;ASFDKJ BEST. BEST.

Omg omg omg omgggg BOBBYYYY. Ugh ugh ugh HEARTWRENCHING. Seriously, I can't even. To think that he probably went in knowing that he was going to lose anyway and THEN later saying that he should have just stuck a gun in his mouth after he came back from the hospital.... Holy crap, epic hurts. And UNGGHHH Dean's martyr complex, God, when he loves, he loves. ;_;

MAN-WITCH? MANWICH??

Oh my God hot Irish man get in me now. ALL THESE HOT MENZ. MY GIRL PARTS CANNOT DEAL.

Omg old!Dean AAHHHHH ALSKDJFA;LSKDFJFAF;LSJ. SO MUCH LOVE, YOU GUYS, I HAD CLAPPY HANDS OF GLEEEE. The way he said "Hi" when Sam recognizes him awww God a;lkdfja;lsd AHAHHAH. Old chick from Titanic! John McCain! EMPEROR PALPATINE!! Grumpy old men, SHUT UP SAM. AHAHAHAHAA. I LOVE IT I LOVE IT. May I go ahead and say that I think he had Jensen's Dean down REALLY REALLY WELL?? Seriously. SO GOOD.

MICHAEL WANTS DEAN TO DROP THE SOAP. AHAHAHAHSDFLASKLS. Hearing those words come out of old!Dean's mouth is too much loltasticness. SAD FACE WHEN HE COULDN'T EAT THE CHEESEBURGER!!!! OH MY GOD I THINK I MAY HAVE DIED. AHHH.

AWW, YOU'RE SO CUTE, JUST LIKE MY GRANDFATHER! AHAHAHHAHA;SLHDHFA;LSDKA

THE STAIR-CLIMBING. THE MUSIC. SHUT UP WITH IT I LOVED IT SO MUCH.

Omgljgak;lsdjpaodijahskj SAM GETTING THE CLAP. AHAHAH SAAAAMMM.

I seriously loved the Manwich! He wasn't evil, not really. I lovelovelove that he folded with that old guy and let him take those years! Such a freaking good call, Show, in not making him a super srs bad guy of the week. And I love that they didn't kill him at the end either!

BOBBY AND OLD!DEAN'S BICKERING = <33333

SAMMY SAMMY SAMMY MF-ING SAMMY CAN WE TALK ABOUT HOW AWESOMELY BADASS AND AMAZING HE WAS. I HAVEN'T LOVED SAM THIS HARD SINCE... UH... SEASON 3, MAYBE. Being all BAWWW about how Dean and Bobby don't trust him and then being all ZING, FOUR FOURS BITCHES. I WAS ABOUT TO HAVE A HEART ATTACK LIKE OLD!DEAN, NO LIE. SO GOOD SO GOOD. AND EEEEEE!!! DEAN DOING A HEEL-CLICK LAKDSJ;LAKSJDA;LSA;SLDJA;JSLLD I LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT EVERYTHING.

And then my heart broke into a million pieces with DEAN and BOBBY and BEING FAMILY AND I CAN'T DO THIS WITHOUT YOU OH GODDDD. Ugh I cannot WAIT to watch this episode again, SO FREAKING GOOD.

PROMO PROMO PROMO PROMO: LAVERNE AND SHIRLEY??!! LAVERNE AND SHIRLEY. ON A TANDEM BIKE. "WE MIGHT BE STUCK HERE FOREVER!" "WHY ARE YOU LAUGHING? THAT WASN'T SUPPOSED TO BE FUNNY!" OH MY GOD I CANNOT EVEN I CANNOT EVEN.

THIS SHOW. IT'S PUTS ME IN A FUCKING GLEE-COMA. I CANNOT EVEN DEAL ANYMORE GUYS.

ETA:

OH WHITE BOY ILU SO MUCH

caithream @ 2009-10-28T23:42:00

2009-10-29T03:48:59Z

Question: I need me some Supernatural scoop. —Natalie
Ausiello: Body swap alert! Sam and Dean switch bodies in episode 12!

BODY SWAP.

BODY SWAP

BODY SWAP

I CANNOT EVEN YOU, GUYS, I CANNOT EVEN. I'M GOING TO START VOMITING RAINBOWS IN MY EXCITEMENT HERE IN A SECOND. BODY SWAP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMFG, YOU GUYS.

Thursday now, please.

2009-10-27T02:12:53Z

In a slump, again. Same crap, different day. I hate Orlando, I hate this weather, I am so over school (I've honestly, completely checked out at this point), just got another raise at work, making my grand total - after working with the company for more than 3 years - still under $8.75 an hour, I hate getting up so early, etc etc. Almost done. I know. But. It's been really hard, lately.

I've got pretty bad problems with my sciatic nerve hurting a lot, and at work a couple days ago I was asking around for some ibuprofen or anything. My coworker comes back with a bottle and shakes out two blue pills (Blue? I say to myself) and I took them. Yeeep. They were Tylenol PMs. My coworker was like, are you okay? And I was all, I THINK I'M STONED. NO, WAIT, I THINK SHE GAVE ME ROOFIES. Ahaha. I had no idea they were Tylenol PMs until a lot later, haha. V. BAD FOR AN 8 HOUR SHIFT, just in case you were wondering.

I had to do a quick costume change like, half an hour before the party 'cause my outfit wasn't working!! So the corset is my old roommate's, the skirt my roommate's, the hat a friend's, the boots another friend's, and, yeah. ALL THESE GENEROUS PEOPLE.

I think it all came together RATHER WELL.

Omg my awesome roommate as a ~*fabulous*~ Dumbledore.

LIKE A BAUSS.

Lady Gaga and yes, the Paparazzi.

JOKER YAY

BANG. Yes. Yep.

She said she hand-made it!!

Every good party needs hawt bewbs.

Best.

10pm! Bedtime! Fml!

caithream @ 2009-10-19T18:24:00

2009-10-19T22:29:44Z

LOOKIT WHAT whispered_theme SENT ME, JUST LOOKITTTT

Gorgeous, AMAZING-SCENTED CANDLES, cute little (real?) pumpkins, INDIAN CORN!!, a mix CD with PRETTY PRETTY music on it, Away We Go (KRASINSKI!!!!), and NO, my head is NOT pastede on yaye, she totally took that picture a while back and FRAMED IT FOR ME. HAHAHASLDF;ALSJDAL;FJGIA;OWJGERA LIKE, I CANNOT EVEN. I was, you know, whining like crazy about how hot it was here and how we don't get autumn, or a change in leaves and she just, !!!! SENDS ALL OF THIS TO ME. Seriously you guys, I have the bestest friends in the WORLD. Thank you so so so much, Sonja! <333333 (And don't think you won't be getting anything in return, because you will. YOU SO WILL. :DDDD)

And hey, while I'm at it, my new dress that I got from American Eagle for only $25!

~*~LOL GLAMOR SHOTS~*~ Omg I love iiiit. It fits so perfectly too!

A while back I got a letter from UCF and, long story short, they wanted me to come in to talk to an adviser because APPARENTLY I was going to be one class (three credits) short for my upper division level English classes. I was putting it off and putting it off but TODAY I got another letter and THEY ARE WAIVING THAT LAST CLASS SO I CAN GRADUATE. So, wow, WOW, CRISIS VERY NEARLY AVERTED.

This weekend a cold front went through so the weather has been absolutely beautiful. FINALLY. It actually feels like autumn!

Also? I am on my last seven weeks of living in Orlando, my last seven weeks of being an undergrad, and my last seven weeks of working at Starbucks. Holy crap am I excited.

caithream @ 2009-10-16T01:28:00

2009-10-16T05:32:59Z

It's good to know that Dean is as ecstatic about pork as Anthony Bourdain is.

Godddd I love how he digs into food like it's his LAST MEAL EVER. HAM. OH GOD. I LOVE HAM. OH GOD. WE HAVE NO FRIDGE. FUCK MY LIFE. GOD I LOVE HAM. The Mr. Wizard thing made me *_*

Omg ogmgogmskdjfal;s that kid was CUUUUUTE. He's kinda like how I pictured Good Omen's Adam, except less British, hehh. IT'S OKAY, ILU STILL, SHOW. And Sam trying to connect to him!! Omg Jesse is like, Sam 2.0. He is the kid to Sam the parent who is all, DON'T FUCK UP LIKE I DID, OKAY? NOW LET ME LIVE VICARIOUSLY THROUGH YOU. D'aww Sam. I am soooo happy you are well on your road to redemption. <3

This episode was COMPLETELY RIDICULOUS as well as being really serious! HOW DO THEY DO THAT, balance it all out and stuff! I mean, WHOOPIE CUSHION (pants peeing may have occurred) and "That was not me," and bizarro tooth fairy, and ACTION FIGURE CASTIEL AHHAHAHAH;ASLDKFLK;ASFDKSJ I CAN'T EVENNNN, and his face... stuck that way, SO AWESOME. And then OH NOES ANTICHRIST!! And saying goodbye to parents and the effed up-ness of being caught in a war you know nothing about and want nothing to be a part of. And Jesse's mom! Omg. That lady was awesome. So sad and so CREEPY. I think, besides Meg all the way back in S1, that's the first time we've heard the repercussions from an outsider on the horribleness of being ridden by a demon, yeah? Yaaay, outsider POV!

SAM AND CASTIEL THROW DOWN. LET IT HAPPEN LET IT HAPPEN. HAHAH omg that was so great.

And omgggg I love how BOYS!!!1 they were in this episode! I haven't seen that in a LONG time! With the ham and Dean shocking Sam and stupid faces HAIRY PALMS (AHAHAHHASDHFA;SKD FOREVERRRR) and FARTS. I MEAN. IT MAKES ME SO GLEEFUL, OKAY.

In conclusion, I like Jensen Ackles's face.

(AND THE WEEK AFTER NEXT, OH, I, OH, I, UMMMMALSKDJFALSD. CRACK FICS. COMING TO LIFE. ON MY TEE VEE. :DDDDDDDD

I'm HOOOME, yay! But tomorrow I have to go to the gyno, gaaaah do not want. I hope I don't have to get a blood test again, I really REALLY don't handle those too well. :\

Names redacted to protect the not-so-innocent.

2009-10-14T01:01:44Z

Okay. Fangirl commune(s). I desperately need for this to be done. Set up in central locations all throughout the country so we can like, get together EVERY WEEKEND EVER. I'm srs. Living life without fangirls ISN'T LIVING AT ALLLL.

So here, have some ridiculous~~ly AMAZING~~ pictures. If you see a pic of yourself you don't like or don't want up, please let me know!

The view from me and spazzbot's balcony. EXHIBIT A: NOT SNOW COVERED.

Very informative panel on the most useful Morse code signals for the apocalypse.

A bunch of us hoofed over to Sonic and we were QUITE excited, as per memphis86.

regala_electra and memphis86 are super excited about tater tots. AS THEY SHOULD BE.

spazzbot and me and scarves and COLD WEATHER YAY

AND THEN I WOKE UP ON SATURDAY AND LOOKED OUT THE WINDOW AND IT LOOKED LIKE THIS AND OKAY THERE MAY HAVE BEEN A TEAR BUT TELL NO ONE

Pretty trees!

Like you do.

Omg omg omg. *_*

We then braved the 15 degree weather.

We all pretty much staked claim to all the big couch areas in the lobby haaa. Um, let's see... sadcypress, wendy, ignited, memphis86, beckaandzac, and pkoceres!

I KNOW SHUT UP IT WAS PRETTY

Yeah yeah, I only drank Starbucks (tea) because it wasn't really a Starbucks, and I haven't had tea in MONTHS because it's been too hot here for it.

Behold, the bad fic idol panel quotes. And missyjack commenting on said bad fic.

Getting all glammed up for Winprom! Oh my, look at all the hawt bewbs in this shot.

And then wendy stopped by and was SO ADORABLE AND BADASS AT THE SAME TIME. Clearly a Winchester at heart.

OH SHIT LOOK AT THIS AWESOME

regala_electra is a princess. A slightly tipsy princess.

A Michael the Archangel candle and angel statues as the centerpieces. OH YES.

loony_moony, lostt1, and marishna being SOCUTE.

AND THEN THE EPIC DANCE PARTY COMMENCES.

Time warping.

Me and mah wendy YAAY!

Sweeeet.

If you liked it, Memphis declares, then you should have put a ring on it.

ignited breaks it the hell DOWN for Single Ladies while fangirls look on in admiration.

JUST LOOK AT ALL THIS FIERCE.

And when we all recovered, more fangirl-piles the next day!

OH NO THE DOUCHEBAG-METER JUST HIT LEVEL INFINITY. regala_electra looks disparagingly on.

loony_moony drinks because it is imperative.

The Last Supper. Of the fangirls. And my forehead.

AND AND AND AND I stole spazzbot's pictures because she has an AMAAAAZING camera, so the rest are all totally hers!

The awesome AWESOME hotel we stayed at. Seriously, everything was so nice and the staff was so friendly.

DO YOU SEE IT IN MY HAIR DO YOU SEE IIIIIT

SEE. I keep my composure sometimes.

Badfic writing is just as fun as badfic reading.

My hair was looking good for this five minute period omgshutup

Me, loony_moony, and ignited are waiting to be fashionably late to the prom.

Everyone dancing to Single Ladies while I just... fix my dress. 'Cause I'm a winner like that.

SPARKLES AND HAWT.

Omfg I loooove this picture.

NO NO I LOVE THIS ONE MORE

Individual shot packets that came with our Wincon survival kit! I got whiskey and spazzbot got tequila. It was like fate.

SO THIS is a Texas flag. This was a Texas flag that elrina753 convinced ~~someone (who I can't remember the name of, eeep!)~~ aesvir to take to a Con to have Jared and Jensen sign. LOL ALSO PLEASE NOTE THAT THE COWBOYS ARE PLAYING IN THE BACKGROUND HAHA.

AND SIGN THEY DID. (Omg boys ilu. ;_;)

And that's it. SOBBBB. Like I said. COMMUNE. Someone get working on this.

Hahahaaaa I have so much crap to do but I have been up since 4am with about 4 hours of sleep so yeah, putting it off until tomorrow. I THINK.

Also, those new pics of Jensen at the airport. All I can say is,

I know, Simon. I KNOW.