OH MY LORD.

Boy roommate has just asked me if it would be cool if, since I wanna move back home in December and adesso is looking to move on also during that time, we could go ahead and see what it would take to completely cancel the lease in December. UGHAG;HLHA;GSJ;AOJ;AKS I'M SO ELATED AND RELIEVED RIGHT NOW I COULD CRY. 'Cause I've been wanting to get out SO BAD now, for MONTHS, and I was praying EVERY DAY that someone would get back to me on subleasing my room from January to April, BUT NOW I DON'T HAVE TO. OFFICIALLY 102 DAYS AND COUNTING, THEN. UG;AOGJOOAGWEIJA;OWEFIOA;J!!!!!!!!1

Also, if you haven't checked out my BFF whispered_theme's vids of the Con, YOU NEED TO. They're really good image/sound quality (minus everyone's HEADS that sometimes get in the way to make it a little blurry, hee) and there's a lot of them! AM I THE ONLY ONE THAT KEEPS FOCUSING ON JENSEN'S HAIR. It's all, !!!! LONG AND ALMOST DUCK-BUTT LIKE. And I keep watching this video of Misha and KILLING myself laughing. AHHHH LOVE. ♥

I'm sure almost everyone's seen it already, but: http://www.jaredpadaleckisass.com/spank_it.html IF THIS ISN'T YOUR HOMEPAGE YET WE NEED TO TALK.

I also always enjoy thefuckingweather.com. 32825? 74°?! ITS FUCKING NICE. AND WET. FUCKING SWEET

Evening from Cali. :D


We went swimming earlier even though it was PRETTY CHILLY, but the waves were PRETTY AWESOME. Yay!

( A few more pics from the SPN Comic Con panel! )

My vids will turn up here, though I've only got one up now and they're moving reeeeally slow. And tomorrow morning we're leaving bright and early for the Grand Canyon to go camping so, you know, I won't really have internet access there haha. But I'll try to get the rest up as soon as I can!

IF ONE COULD SEE ME NOW ONE WOULD BE THINKING I WOULD BE HAVING AN EPILEPTIC FIT. THIS IS ONLY SLIGHTLY THE CASE.

ALSO THIS OMFG AND THIS AND THIS.

HOW DO I FUNCTION WITH SOMEONE LIKE HIM EVEN EXISTING, GOD.

I WISH I COULD TELL YOU HOW MUCH JENSEN'S HAIR UTTERLY DELIGHTS ME BUT I'M AFRAID I DON'T HAVE THE WORDS. It's all, !!!! Soft and spikey and BLOND-LIKE AND KLJG;EORIGAJSKD Y U DO DIS TO ME. And, of course, the vid HEE HEE OMG. UGH, ALDIS, DON'T MAKE ME HAVE TO START WATCHING LEVERAGE FOR YOUR HOT ASS TOO, OKAY. (From here and here!)

22 days until roadtrip! And I'm going home this weekend for the 4th of July. HOORAY BBQ RIBS AND FIREWORKS.

ETA: Holy crap, this is beautiful and AMAZING. FULL SCREEN. :O

SO OMFG YOU GUYS GUESS WHAT ( WE GOT ANOTHER CAT. )

Also, estei posted this a while back, and I keep rewatching it and AUUUUGH CANNOT STOP LAUGHING:



I need friends like that.

UNF UNFFFFF GOD SHUT UP.

( Omg cannot help myself )

Discussing Epic Road Trip '09 plans last night (less that 50 days wtf!) and the idea was brought up of camping in a tent instead of staying in a hotel at the Grand Canyon! OF WHICH I WHOLLY APPROVE. North Rim, Chrissy! NORTH RIM.

I've recently sent my resume to a legal assistant position and an admin position at a local Hershey's Ice Cream company hahaha. The latter offered two dollars more an hour than what I make now, SO YEAH. Please God, someone call me back. Why am I STILL WORKING stupidly early shifts with hardly ANY hours a week. I really really don't know.

Me being home yesterday + opening this morning at work = LATE.

( When Leo Joined Growing Pains )

ALSO, I have watched this clip from next week's episode SO MANY TIMES OH MY GOD HOW IS IT ONLY SATURDAY IT NEEDS TO BE NEXT THURSDAY RIGHT NOW. EEEOHMYGOD.

YOU GUYS, I am SO BUMMED. Something was wrong with my vacuum cleaner for the past couple weeks, so I had to wait until I was able to take it home and let my dad look at it. So I brought it out today, thinking that it was fixed, AND NO, IT'S NOT. It's pretty much completely broken. :((( And UGH, I can't STAND IT when floors aren't vacuumed, I feel all gross. So now I have to wait until Mother's Day when I see the parents again, 'cause apparently they have or are gonna get another one for me, which is awesome. But still. :(

oic.



REALLY. REALLY. SHUT UP. THEIR FACES. Like. LIKE. And then THIS, AND I JUST. FSLKDJFS STICK A FORK IN ME, OKAY.

And then, right, "Is it weird playing brothers when you're lovers in real life?" and omfg Jensen talking about crying at the end of Heaven and Hell, MY INSIDES, and candies, and pretty much EVERYTHING EVER, you guys. I kind of hate them all.

Last night I went to the Hard Rock in Universal Studios (which, SIDENOTE: had a Led Zeppelin tribute band playing there last night doing the full album of Physical Graffiti, SHUT UP FOREVER HOW DID I NOT KNOW ABOUT THIS) for a friend's 21st birthday and it was an AMAZINGLY good time except for the fact where I didn't get to bed until almost 1am and had to get up at 5:30 this morning. That, combined with my five hours of sleep the night before last and I felt like utter crap all day and nursing a mild migraine to boot. So I'm gonna get into bed before 10 tonight. Because I have to be up again at 4am tomorrow.

...One day I will not make posts about my horrible sleeping habits that make me want to cry a lot, a lot a lot, sorry. :\

Also, that interview of J2 + Misha that just aired in Australia? I had better see that on freaking youtube when I get off of work tomorrow morning, FOR REAL.

Okay, so I'm a crazy cat lady. And talk like a moron. SIGH.

quidditchkiss! Thank you so so much for the virtual gift, babe! N'AWW, YOU ARE THE SWEETEST. ♥

Oh man, happy birthday to THIS GUY:



He's a dorky old fart, but he's OUR dorky old fart.

Also, new picture from Mr. Dickface! MMM, THANKS.

My parents are coming to visit me in about an hour! YAAAY. And they're taking me out to LUNCH! AJDFLASJ POOR COLLEGE STUDENT. I'm pretty excited. We're having our first violent cold front of the spring come through so it's all windy and dark and probably very thunderstorm-y later. And there's SNOW in CENTRAL GEORGIA AND ALABAMA. Like, A LOT OF SNOW. Wtffff!! It's March! That far south! If I had utterly no responsibilities, I'd be driving the hell up there right now to play in it!

SINCE we are only 18 days out from going to Seattle/Vancouver (!!!!), we should probably get on this whole plan-making thing.

( Stalking is like tourism on CRACK. )

HAHA, I talked with my sister last night and told her we were leaving to go to Vancouver soon and it pretty much went like:

Her: SARAH. DO YOU KNOW WHAT'S FILMING IN VANCOUVER WHEN YOU'LL BE THERE.
Me: Oh my God, if you say Twilight-
HER: TWILIGHT!!!!!!
Me: You know, there's a totally different set we'll be looking for, so-
Her: You HAVE to look for them filming. And tell me if you do. OH MY GOSH, YOU CAN GO TO FORKS. SARAH, GO TO FORKS AND BUY ME A TWILIGHT SHIRT OKAY?
Me: ...I love you.

HAHA aw. The tables have turned! She used to give me the wtf eye whenever I had some serious flail about certain things, so now that she apparently likes Twilight so much, I can tease her about it. (But still, Twilight? Twilight? SIGH.)

Speaking of serious flail, OH MY GOD, SPN PROMO. OH MY GOD. Me rolling around on the floor having seizures does not even COVER IT.

( Ten Inch PRIESTLY. )

While we're on the subject of Stupidface McAckles, OH GOD, TALK GEEKY TO ME ALWAYS. And LAWLS about Kerr being so obsessed with World of Warcraft. You know he totally made Jensen play. And then Jensen showed Jared, and THAT'S why the hiatus is being pushed back even further. Because they can't pull them away from them away from their damn QUESTS.

I'm skipping my 9am Communications class tomorrow. The professor gets really easily butthurt, and it irritates the SHIT out of me. He gets pissy when he doesn't receive "visual confirmation" that we're listening and when no one speaks up to answer his rhetorical questions. HEY, NEWSFLASH. It's NINE AM IN THE MORNING and it's a LECTURE CLASS. Not to mention that every five minutes he says something like, "But all you guys care about are your cellphones and iPods and myspace, you don't want to listen to what I have to say," or "You all are only 18! You don't remember CDs/tapes/VCRs/something that was still around in 1999!" and I'm like, ???!! WHAT. Seriously. So patronizing. And constantly butthurt. Teach the lecture or stfu.

UFHGHGLH I CRIED TEARS OF LOL. FJKFJSDLFFFFFF.

Also, I WOULD LISTEN TO AN ENTIRE DAMN CD OF THIS. That is AWESOME.

JFJF;offjgajfa;gIGO;EJA;OIEWAIO LKAJSDL;FAJKSDL OH my GOD.

LOL CHELSEA LATELY. Extreme avoidance of girlfriend-related status and issues! Something about George Clooney! LOL PARIS HILTON JENSEN ILU SO MUCH. ♥

YOU DON'T KNOW EPIC... UNTIL YOU HAVE SEEN THIS.



Starring spazzbot, idril_telrunya, flusteredspeech and myself, with a special guest appearance by unperfectwolf.

AHAHAH UM. I really... have nothing to say for myself. Just that I was bored and it NEEDED to be made and such normal going-ons with EPIC EPICNESS accompanying it kind of kills me. TEH END.

Yaay, kashmir1 I got your card! THANK YEW. ♥

ALSO, the release of Ten Inch Hero in the US in February kind of made me flail, JUST A LITTLE. REALLY, I am more excited for the retarded amounts of extra stuff they promised. JENSEN HALF IN DRAG. I NEED THIS. DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND THAT I NEED THIS? I NEED THIS.

ETA: PFFFT:

The Fandom Appreciation Meme: My Thread

My six hour shift (starting at 4:45 this morning) suddenly became an eight hour shift when a coworker went home sick, and yeah, only four hours of sleep last night. So I've basically felt like crap all day, and hnghghds, normal sleep patterns, I don't remember them. I really really hope all this sleep deprivation doesn't come back to bite me in the ass, this has really... been not good lately.

BUT posting the meager amounts of Wincon pictures ( TOTALLY MAKES EVERYTHING BETTER. )

THIS!! OMFG JENSEN. (It's, uh, a spoiler for a surprise? But not for an episode? IT MADE MY LIFE, IF IT MATTERS.)

My roommate? Bought Percy a pink tutu for Halloween. ANY SIGNS THAT HE HATES IT IS ACTUALLY JUST LIES.

( Bro-angst: NOW WITH 75% MORE CLOSE-UPS. )

THIS VIDEO YOU GUYS, THIS VIDEO. Technically it IS spoilery, but I'm a huge spoilerphobe and I could care less. DEAN. ♥

Being home and not working is making me the happiest person on the PLANET. Also, we rented Iron Man and watched it earlier and YEAAAAAHH STILL SO IN LOVE WITH THAT MOVIE IDEK. Marry me, Tony Stark.

( Videos of Jared's panel? WELL ALL RIGHT! )


So yeah, I just dropped off Chrissy and Lauren at the airport not to long ago so now I'm trying not to give in to the post-Con depression, sigh. We always end up having the best damn times at these things, I don't even know how it happens. And not even with anything relating to the Con, sometimes, haha. We kept meeting all these AMAAAAZING Virgin Airlines flight attendants who were so adorably British. This one guy, James, was the funniest damn guy and taught us new swear word combinations, such as YOU DAMN TIT! And then he would attempt a Southern accent, MARJORIE, YER A DAMN TIT! And he had never heard of the word "douchebag" before and after we explained it to him he's like, "Oh, what, a twat-cleaner bag?" And then Lauren and Alysha went with him to IHOP and he stumbled into our room with me and Chrissy just chilling at like, four in the morning, SO DRUNK, hahaha. Man, it was just absolutely fantastic times.

Just got back from Jared. AWW JARED. When we walked up to him I was like, "Hey, dude!" and he said, "Hey, sweetie!" and okay I MAYBE HAD A RETARDED FIT AFTERWARDS BECAUSE HE CALLED ME THAT OKAY? DON'T JUDGE. Anyway, bellanut and flusteredspeech will be happy to know that his hair was amazing. All flippy and soft and most likely touchable, not that I WOULD. But yeah. Jared. JARED. You are my sunshine on a cloudy day, the wind beneath my wings, etc!!

And O HAI, have some youtube videos!

( Panels! Jim Beaver, the Ghostfacers, and Nicki Aycox )

HAHA, I forgot to mention, last night Travis accidently ripped his button-up shirt open. And then we were like, LOL YOU HULKED OUT. It was the funniest damn thing and I can't even remember why he did that. HA.

Jared's panel should be in about an hour and I'm so damn nervous. There hasn't really been any stupidity so far, but fuuuuck, if there is? I'm gonna cover my ears and curl into a ball and DIE. UGHGHALS.

EEE, NOT YET RELEASED!: The Faint - Fasciinatiion Oh my goodness, their lyrics, so ridiculous, per usual. SO GOOD.

I finally got around to reading cleolinda's Breaking Dawn recap, and oh my God. I literally had to go lie down after reading it because my brain was about to dribble out of my ears. How can something be so utterly ridiculous? HOW??

Oh man, I have ( YOUTUBES. )

MY BRAIN. I have not been able to concentrate on my paper AT ALL today because I've been thinking about hot monkey sex one minute and the next just of BOY, and their scent and firm arms and broad shoulders and being held close and being whispered in my ear that I'm pretty, and, and. :( I would cry if I didn't feel so ridiculous.

Fourth day in a row that I've tried to contact the UCF admissions office with no success. I've given my name, SSN, birth date, everything, multiple times, and they said they'll leave a message and hopefully someone will get back with me in 24 hours each time. YEAH, okay. They did say that this was "high volume season," or whatever, so at this point I'm kind of considering just filling out another application AND sending my complete transcript all at once when my final grades for this semester finally come in. Why does college have to be such a huge HASSLE, GOOD LORD.

MOTHER SUPERIOR JUMP THE GUUUN. My GOD I love this MOVIE and I'm pretty sure this might be my favoritest bit lskjdal;sdj.

Now everyone go write me RIDICULOUSLY STEAMING Dean/OFC porn, because I'm pretty sure I've read all of them already out there on the internets. :((

Gonna go watch the Office now YAY. ONE WEEK UNTIL SPN REJOOOOIICE!

ETA: ( CANNOT STOP STARIIING. )